Last cookie

The last cookie, I was busy like crazy. Luckily I found the last cookie that my dearest friend who brought from her hometown for me. I have no breakfast today and damn hungry too but my work lock me up. It's only small thing but it help me a lot.

Finally, i made it!

It's been 2 months since I did it but why I still take her word to consideration and still heritage to cut tie with her... Recently, I start hating myself for unclear decision. If you decision to make it why still think a lots. I know it's really hard but one make it you DONT HAVE TO REGRET ON THAT!!!

Now, it's time to make it clear. you make it or you don't want to make it? Life is too short to waste time to think again and again. Ok, I decide to make it happen.
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---> I want to make it HAPPEN!!!

M

Lunar new year of 2015!!!

Today is third day of Chinese New Year, i still feel nothing special. Is it because i still working and also working late night too? It is not only this new year but very special holiday previously i also felt nothing too. Life is too busy and pressure.

I'm thinking of my life is it what i want? Life for job or want to make life balance? The answer is i need life balance. I want to have time with my family l, my friends... &also for myself. I think it's time!!!

Live, life, & work!!!

Recently i start questions myself what, why,  when,  how, ....  and it's become more and more everyday... now i start don know how to answer all the questions because it become countless... Hmmmm... i think it should be time!!!

life unbalance now!!!

Day 41/90:

i been awhile i found my self have no break... just few day ago was long holiday but i was keep myself work overtime from day to day... is it life that i want? only work no holiday no personal life... all are about my life currently. i miss my free life so bad...

M

I miss... I miss...

Day 39/90: 

I miss sea,  I miss beach, I miss island,  I miss walking along the beach, I miss sitting at beach listen to the sound of wave and watching the moon in a peacefull night, I miss...  I miss...  I do miss u!!!

Life in new place!!!

It's 2 weeks i have been working new place. Life is not like before my carefree life is over. Work-life that used to be fun during working hour, talkative, free to eat, carefree, teamwork, free style, reflexible working hour, free to share idea, western style of working boss... now i need to change myself 360 degree to adopt the new environment. I might was spoiled by my old places because i start my career with free style place... now i need to be more professional. God, please help me to adopt this soon because my work is ok but i just not get used to with new environment yet.

M

Life need to move on...!!!

Time flies so fast!!! I have been here- my comfort & peaceful zone for a few years. I do love my place even not the whole but I do love it. Laugh, smile, & cry, we have through together... It's so comfort and I'm about to frozen too. Fish need to grow up and swim in river or ocean not in tank glass even it's safe & sound but it's not the normal life ... So it should be time to jump out of tank glass & facing the real life. I don't even know what's going in next? But I'll do my best to face. I know the next step is not easy- busy and stressful but I do wanto to try it. Pray for me, pls. 

My comfort zone:

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