Welcome back!!!

Today, I got big surprise, he's back... finally, he come back. i saw that news I feel so happy. I really don know myself is really that crazy. But ... while I'm writing this post, suddenly i feel so ridiculous and a stupid girl in the world. why am i that happy? we just another people, rarely talk or contact each other. He maybe doesn't remember who am i or my existing.

Now i'm feeling hurt and hard to breath... I really want to cry but tear doesn't drop. Sorry, i cant continue writing... 

M