My Birthday feeling!!!

Yes, indeed i was excited that my team they did the birthday for me. I really happy today but it also mixed with upset too not because of them. it's me myself because some crazy idea it happened in my mind. I was thinking about other team who i love and care and they always said that too but i got from them just sms r nothing every year. it doesn't mean i want gift or something else from them I just want to meet up with them for my birthday but you cant. ok, u said it's on Cheng Meng day you cant but to make before or after I don mind as we usually did while birthday fall on holiday or weekend but you didn't. I really cant convince myself to stop thinking  that what you said it is from your heart not just from your mouth :'(